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OUR RELATIONSHIP
20 years. We have been together 20 years. She has always been there. Even when I was younger than noon. She is what holds me together. She is what tears me apart. She controls me. My mind, thoughts, body, and actions. I dont have anything to myself when I'm with her. Not even myanger.
#ADAM – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER March is Autoimmune Disease Awareness Month. For those that dont know I have Lupus, Mixed Connective Tissue Disorder, Pulmonary Fibrosis, Raynauds Syndrome and Beta Thalassemia Anemia. Lupus is an autoimmune disease where my immune system attacks itself. MCTD is a branch of lupus. It is a mixture of different autoimmune diseases that overlapeach other
THE SIMPLE THINGS
On Aug 3rd 2018 i found out i will need a double lung transplant. My lungs are severly damaged due to my intestinal lung disease caused by my lupus. Not sure how to feel in particularly about it all. I swear life really can hit you hard. So many emotions and thoughts toconsider but
JUST WORDS – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER On my heart Im still in love with a man I cant have. I'm in love with a man and we don't get a long. I'm in love with a man who I cant live without but can't stand to be around at times. I'm in love with a asshole. I'm in love with a #LUST – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER Letting go with no warning is the most tragic thing that could be done. Cold Turkey Love I call it. That is me today. Been feeling this decision for months and today i just had enough. SICKNESS IDENTIFICATION One thing that bothers my soul is when a book is judged by its cover. When some think of another person having an illness, they tend to think of a zonbie looking person. Someone that's pale, super skinny, and weak looking. Yea that may be the case sometimes but not always. Judgemental right? I#UPDATE #MELANATED
Posts about #update #melanated written by MelanatedDreamChaser. MelanatedDreamChaser. It's no secretAll things work together for good when on the path for greatness. TOAL 17 – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER So as of yesterday things are on hold. My last test, the esophagus test, came back bad. Apparently I have no function in my esophagus. Crazy right? How does food reach my stomach? "Gravity ". That what the doctor said. Well thank God for gravity lol. Well because of this, Imay not qualify for
TOAL 21 – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER Hey y'all!!! Hope ya'll weekend was good and ready to start this week right! Well as y'all know i have my appointments at the Mayo. They went good. My neck is still a little sore but i can deal with it. It was as bad as i thought. I guess cause he double numbed my MELANATEDDREAMCHASER It’s late and I’m still up. Lately I’ve been criticized for being up late. “Your body needs rest” “ You shouldn’t be up late” “You need to set work boundaries” I feel like I have more people telling me what I need to do than actually listening to the reason why I Do things.OUR RELATIONSHIP
20 years. We have been together 20 years. She has always been there. Even when I was younger than noon. She is what holds me together. She is what tears me apart. She controls me. My mind, thoughts, body, and actions. I dont have anything to myself when I'm with her. Not even myanger.
#ADAM – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER March is Autoimmune Disease Awareness Month. For those that dont know I have Lupus, Mixed Connective Tissue Disorder, Pulmonary Fibrosis, Raynauds Syndrome and Beta Thalassemia Anemia. Lupus is an autoimmune disease where my immune system attacks itself. MCTD is a branch of lupus. It is a mixture of different autoimmune diseases that overlapeach other
THE SIMPLE THINGS
On Aug 3rd 2018 i found out i will need a double lung transplant. My lungs are severly damaged due to my intestinal lung disease caused by my lupus. Not sure how to feel in particularly about it all. I swear life really can hit you hard. So many emotions and thoughts toconsider but
JUST WORDS – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER On my heart Im still in love with a man I cant have. I'm in love with a man and we don't get a long. I'm in love with a man who I cant live without but can't stand to be around at times. I'm in love with a asshole. I'm in love with a #LUST – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER Letting go with no warning is the most tragic thing that could be done. Cold Turkey Love I call it. That is me today. Been feeling this decision for months and today i just had enough. SICKNESS IDENTIFICATION One thing that bothers my soul is when a book is judged by its cover. When some think of another person having an illness, they tend to think of a zonbie looking person. Someone that's pale, super skinny, and weak looking. Yea that may be the case sometimes but not always. Judgemental right? I#UPDATE #MELANATED
Posts about #update #melanated written by MelanatedDreamChaser. MelanatedDreamChaser. It's no secretAll things work together for good when on the path for greatness. TOAL 17 – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER So as of yesterday things are on hold. My last test, the esophagus test, came back bad. Apparently I have no function in my esophagus. Crazy right? How does food reach my stomach? "Gravity ". That what the doctor said. Well thank God for gravity lol. Well because of this, Imay not qualify for
TOAL 21 – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER Hey y'all!!! Hope ya'll weekend was good and ready to start this week right! Well as y'all know i have my appointments at the Mayo. They went good. My neck is still a little sore but i can deal with it. It was as bad as i thought. I guess cause he double numbed my REAL WORDS – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER To good to be true. Are they real words? Your words steady the already quickened heartbeat. Your words smoother than a silk scarf. Are they real? Are you talking the talk just like the macho-fide walk you have. The words i hear you say have #ADAM – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER March is Autoimmune Disease Awareness Month. For those that dont know I have Lupus, Mixed Connective Tissue Disorder, Pulmonary Fibrosis, Raynauds Syndrome and Beta Thalassemia Anemia. Lupus is an autoimmune disease where my immune system attacks itself. MCTD is a branch of lupus. It is a mixture of different autoimmune diseases that overlapeach other
NETFLIX VIBES
So this morning, the thought that came across my mind is Netflix. I feel like Netflix just says f*** your feelings when it comes to these movie endings. 😂😂 Now hear me out. Movies usually are predicting after a little while into them. The ending usually appeals to our want for happiness or relief. TheUPDATE!! UPDATE!!
Update!! For those that just reading my blog! Welcome!!!👋🏾. I have not posted in a while but that is changing. So let me start by saying: Hey Ya'll! My name is Celeste Rene' or MelanatedDreamChaser. Whichever you like best. Im a creative person whose life if literally a soap opera. To update you in this #LUST – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER Letting go with no warning is the most tragic thing that could be done. Cold Turkey Love I call it. That is me today. Been feeling this decision for months and today i just had enough. YOUR PEACE – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER We stress over so much in life. Alot of what we stress over is our fault. We never really sit back an analyze ourselves. We allow all different types of vibes and energies to come into our life, then holler we want peace. Take the time to analyze how that stress becamea reality. You
CHALLENGE ACCEPTED!
So as a individual with ILD it is in our best interest to fo our 6 minute walks as much as possible. So I've decided to do the 30 day 6 minute walk challenge. I was inspired to do this by Chloe Temtchine, who is a singer dealing with Pulmonary Hypertension. She has given meTALES OF A LUPIE 5
Today I went out and enjoyed life. Not just for me but for Asha. I enjoyed the sun rays, the breeze, being able to drive again, the company of my sister, and food! For those that don't know Asha was a wonderful woman who blogged about her daily life via YouTube. Sheshared her daily
DAY 365 – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER As the last few hours of 2018 wind down I must say thank you. Thanks to all that have stayed for this bitch of a ride. Since the last I wrote a lot has happened. I became really sad and didnt want to write or do anything for that matter. Once I got over it,BAD CONNECTION
Listen to me! Can't you hear me? Hello! It's Me! The woman who believes there is good in all. The woman that believes in you. The woman with the smile. A smile that covers the breaking of her heart. The smile that shows no fear. The woman that never gives up becauseGod didn't give
MELANATEDDREAMCHASER It’s late and I’m still up. Lately I’ve been criticized for being up late. “Your body needs rest” “ You shouldn’t be up late” “You need to set work boundaries” I feel like I have more people telling me what I need to do than actually listening to the reason why I Do things.OUR RELATIONSHIP
20 years. We have been together 20 years. She has always been there. Even when I was younger than noon. She is what holds me together. She is what tears me apart. She controls me. My mind, thoughts, body, and actions. I dont have anything to myself when I'm with her. Not even myanger.
#ADAM – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER March is Autoimmune Disease Awareness Month. For those that dont know I have Lupus, Mixed Connective Tissue Disorder, Pulmonary Fibrosis, Raynauds Syndrome and Beta Thalassemia Anemia. Lupus is an autoimmune disease where my immune system attacks itself. MCTD is a branch of lupus. It is a mixture of different autoimmune diseases that overlapeach other
THE SIMPLE THINGS
On Aug 3rd 2018 i found out i will need a double lung transplant. My lungs are severly damaged due to my intestinal lung disease caused by my lupus. Not sure how to feel in particularly about it all. I swear life really can hit you hard. So many emotions and thoughts toconsider but
JUST WORDS – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER On my heart Im still in love with a man I cant have. I'm in love with a man and we don't get a long. I'm in love with a man who I cant live without but can't stand to be around at times. I'm in love with a asshole. I'm in love with a #LUST – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER Letting go with no warning is the most tragic thing that could be done. Cold Turkey Love I call it. That is me today. Been feeling this decision for months and today i just had enough.#UPDATE #MELANATED
Posts about #update #melanated written by MelanatedDreamChaser. MelanatedDreamChaser. It's no secretAll things work together for good when on the path for greatness. SICKNESS IDENTIFICATION One thing that bothers my soul is when a book is judged by its cover. When some think of another person having an illness, they tend to think of a zonbie looking person. Someone that's pale, super skinny, and weak looking. Yea that may be the case sometimes but not always. Judgemental right? I TOAL 21 – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER Hey y'all!!! Hope ya'll weekend was good and ready to start this week right! Well as y'all know i have my appointments at the Mayo. They went good. My neck is still a little sore but i can deal with it. It was as bad as i thought. I guess cause he double numbed my TOAL 14 – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER So today was yet another short day. Was late for another appointment but it was good because they were behind anyway. The day started off with my Esophagus Scan. They are checking to see if my esophagus could be the problem of my respiratory issues. The doctors put me on a table that rotated forward MELANATEDDREAMCHASER It’s late and I’m still up. Lately I’ve been criticized for being up late. “Your body needs rest” “ You shouldn’t be up late” “You need to set work boundaries” I feel like I have more people telling me what I need to do than actually listening to the reason why I Do things.OUR RELATIONSHIP
20 years. We have been together 20 years. She has always been there. Even when I was younger than noon. She is what holds me together. She is what tears me apart. She controls me. My mind, thoughts, body, and actions. I dont have anything to myself when I'm with her. Not even myanger.
#ADAM – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER March is Autoimmune Disease Awareness Month. For those that dont know I have Lupus, Mixed Connective Tissue Disorder, Pulmonary Fibrosis, Raynauds Syndrome and Beta Thalassemia Anemia. Lupus is an autoimmune disease where my immune system attacks itself. MCTD is a branch of lupus. It is a mixture of different autoimmune diseases that overlapeach other
THE SIMPLE THINGS
On Aug 3rd 2018 i found out i will need a double lung transplant. My lungs are severly damaged due to my intestinal lung disease caused by my lupus. Not sure how to feel in particularly about it all. I swear life really can hit you hard. So many emotions and thoughts toconsider but
JUST WORDS – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER On my heart Im still in love with a man I cant have. I'm in love with a man and we don't get a long. I'm in love with a man who I cant live without but can't stand to be around at times. I'm in love with a asshole. I'm in love with a #LUST – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER Letting go with no warning is the most tragic thing that could be done. Cold Turkey Love I call it. That is me today. Been feeling this decision for months and today i just had enough.#UPDATE #MELANATED
Posts about #update #melanated written by MelanatedDreamChaser. MelanatedDreamChaser. It's no secretAll things work together for good when on the path for greatness. SICKNESS IDENTIFICATION One thing that bothers my soul is when a book is judged by its cover. When some think of another person having an illness, they tend to think of a zonbie looking person. Someone that's pale, super skinny, and weak looking. Yea that may be the case sometimes but not always. Judgemental right? I TOAL 21 – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER Hey y'all!!! Hope ya'll weekend was good and ready to start this week right! Well as y'all know i have my appointments at the Mayo. They went good. My neck is still a little sore but i can deal with it. It was as bad as i thought. I guess cause he double numbed my TOAL 14 – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER So today was yet another short day. Was late for another appointment but it was good because they were behind anyway. The day started off with my Esophagus Scan. They are checking to see if my esophagus could be the problem of my respiratory issues. The doctors put me on a table that rotated forward REAL WORDS – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER To good to be true. Are they real words? Your words steady the already quickened heartbeat. Your words smoother than a silk scarf. Are they real? Are you talking the talk just like the macho-fide walk you have. The words i hear you say have #DECISIONS – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER 3:15 in the morning and I can’t shake this feeling. You know that feeling one may get when something is off. This nagging feeling picking at you, igniting your overthinking gears, and triggering youranxiety.
#BEAUTIFUL – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER Posts about #beautiful written by MelanatedDreamChaser. Good Morning My Good People!!! It’s FRIDAY‼ Now before we get too productive in our day I need you to stop and look in the mirror #ART – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER Letting go with no warning is the most tragic thing that could be done. Cold Turkey Love I call it. That is me today. Been feeling this decision for months and today i just had enough.#UPDATE #MELANATED
Posts about #update #melanated written by MelanatedDreamChaser. MelanatedDreamChaser. It's no secretAll things work together for good when on the path for greatness. YOUR PEACE – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER We stress over so much in life. Alot of what we stress over is our fault. We never really sit back an analyze ourselves. We allow all different types of vibes and energies to come into our life, then holler we want peace. Take the time to analyze how that stress becamea reality. You
TALES OF A LUPIE 5
Today I went out and enjoyed life. Not just for me but for Asha. I enjoyed the sun rays, the breeze, being able to drive again, the company of my sister, and food! For those that don't know Asha was a wonderful woman who blogged about her daily life via YouTube. Sheshared her daily
#FEELINGS – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER Posts about #feelings written by MelanatedDreamChaser. A person is entitled to having a moment. That moment where they just step away from all things to reanalyze what the hell they are doing. DAY 365 – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER As the last few hours of 2018 wind down I must say thank you. Thanks to all that have stayed for this bitch of a ride. Since the last I wrote a lot has happened. I became really sad and didnt want to write or do anything for that matter. Once I got over it, #SAD – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER Posts about #sad written by MelanatedDreamChaser. MelanatedDreamChaser. It's no secretAll things work together for good when on the path for greatness. MELANATEDDREAMCHASER It’s late and I’m still up. Lately I’ve been criticized for being up late. “Your body needs rest” “ You shouldn’t be up late” “You need to set work boundaries” I feel like I have more people telling me what I need to do than actually listening to the reason why I Do things.THE ENERGY IN GIFTS
Having a talk with someone I care for about gift giving. One thing that crosses my mind iswhat energy do i give when I'm giving a gift? Now to some giving a gift is just natural. Then I start to think deeper a little. To me its natural and genuine. However to others itmeans
LIFTING MY INNER VIBRATIONS Haven't written in a while. Some may ask why but honestly don't know. Just haven't had the motivation. I could blame my meds but really it's just been me. Been letting things and situations distract me from what I want and need to focus on. I need to reenter my energy. I sit hereon
#BESTIES – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER Posts about #besties written by MelanatedDreamChaser. MelanatedDreamChaser. It's no secretAll things work together for good when on the path for greatness. #ADAM – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER March is Autoimmune Disease Awareness Month. For those that dont know I have Lupus, Mixed Connective Tissue Disorder, Pulmonary Fibrosis, Raynauds Syndrome and Beta Thalassemia Anemia. Lupus is an autoimmune disease where my immune system attacks itself. MCTD is a branch of lupus. It is a mixture of different autoimmune diseases that overlapeach other
YOUR PEACE – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER We stress over so much in life. Alot of what we stress over is our fault. We never really sit back an analyze ourselves. We allow all different types of vibes and energies to come into our life, then holler we want peace. Take the time to analyze how that stress becamea reality. You
#MANIFESTATION
3:15 in the morning and I can’t shake this feeling. You know that feeling one may get when something is off. This nagging feeling picking at you, igniting your overthinking gears, and triggering youranxiety.
WHAT IS LUPUS? A MYSTERY Lupus is a chronic autoimmune disease. There are certain cells in your body that are suppose to protect you from outside invasions. However, your body becomes "confused" and attacks itself basically. It can bother your lungs (my case), heart, liver, skin, etc. It can affect anyone really at any given time. It sort of like#FRIENDSHIPS
Posts about #friendships written by MelanatedDreamChaser. Hey Y’all!!👋🏾. So things have been really been good and manageable (not so bad) these past few days. #SUPPORT – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER Posts about #support written by MelanatedDreamChaser. Hey Ya’ll!!!👋🏾. Today I sat in the park. No real reason, just to be alone and in my own thoughts. MELANATEDDREAMCHASER It’s late and I’m still up. Lately I’ve been criticized for being up late. “Your body needs rest” “ You shouldn’t be up late” “You need to set work boundaries” I feel like I have more people telling me what I need to do than actually listening to the reason why I Do things.THE ENERGY IN GIFTS
Having a talk with someone I care for about gift giving. One thing that crosses my mind iswhat energy do i give when I'm giving a gift? Now to some giving a gift is just natural. Then I start to think deeper a little. To me its natural and genuine. However to others itmeans
LIFTING MY INNER VIBRATIONS Haven't written in a while. Some may ask why but honestly don't know. Just haven't had the motivation. I could blame my meds but really it's just been me. Been letting things and situations distract me from what I want and need to focus on. I need to reenter my energy. I sit hereon
#BESTIES – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER Posts about #besties written by MelanatedDreamChaser. MelanatedDreamChaser. It's no secretAll things work together for good when on the path for greatness. #ADAM – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER March is Autoimmune Disease Awareness Month. For those that dont know I have Lupus, Mixed Connective Tissue Disorder, Pulmonary Fibrosis, Raynauds Syndrome and Beta Thalassemia Anemia. Lupus is an autoimmune disease where my immune system attacks itself. MCTD is a branch of lupus. It is a mixture of different autoimmune diseases that overlapeach other
YOUR PEACE – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER We stress over so much in life. Alot of what we stress over is our fault. We never really sit back an analyze ourselves. We allow all different types of vibes and energies to come into our life, then holler we want peace. Take the time to analyze how that stress becamea reality. You
#MANIFESTATION
3:15 in the morning and I can’t shake this feeling. You know that feeling one may get when something is off. This nagging feeling picking at you, igniting your overthinking gears, and triggering youranxiety.
WHAT IS LUPUS? A MYSTERY Lupus is a chronic autoimmune disease. There are certain cells in your body that are suppose to protect you from outside invasions. However, your body becomes "confused" and attacks itself basically. It can bother your lungs (my case), heart, liver, skin, etc. It can affect anyone really at any given time. It sort of like#FRIENDSHIPS
Posts about #friendships written by MelanatedDreamChaser. Hey Y’all!!👋🏾. So things have been really been good and manageable (not so bad) these past few days. #SUPPORT – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER Posts about #support written by MelanatedDreamChaser. Hey Ya’ll!!!👋🏾. Today I sat in the park. No real reason, just to be alone and in my own thoughts. LIFTING MY INNER VIBRATIONS Haven't written in a while. Some may ask why but honestly don't know. Just haven't had the motivation. I could blame my meds but really it's just been me. Been letting things and situations distract me from what I want and need to focus on. I need to reenter my energy. I sit hereon
THE ENERGY IN GIFTS
Having a talk with someone I care for about gift giving. One thing that crosses my mind iswhat energy do i give when I'm giving a gift? Now to some giving a gift is just natural. Then I start to think deeper a little. To me its natural and genuine. However to others itmeans
REAL WORDS – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER To good to be true. Are they real words? Your words steady the already quickened heartbeat. Your words smoother than a silk scarf. Are they real? Are you talking the talk just like the macho-fide walk you have. The words i hear you say have #ADAM – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER March is Autoimmune Disease Awareness Month. For those that dont know I have Lupus, Mixed Connective Tissue Disorder, Pulmonary Fibrosis, Raynauds Syndrome and Beta Thalassemia Anemia. Lupus is an autoimmune disease where my immune system attacks itself. MCTD is a branch of lupus. It is a mixture of different autoimmune diseases that overlapeach other
YOUR CHOICE
You make your life. Nobody can live your life for you. You are the only one stromg enough to live it. That why its given to YOU. So when your in a situation be careful who you go to for advice. Not all advice is good advice. Im blessed to have the friends I have.#RELATIONSHIPS
Posts about #relationships written by MelanatedDreamChaser. MelanatedDreamChaser. It's no secretAll things work together for good when on the path for greatness. SICKNESS IDENTIFICATION One thing that bothers my soul is when a book is judged by its cover. When some think of another person having an illness, they tend to think of a zonbie looking person. Someone that's pale, super skinny, and weak looking. Yea that may be the case sometimes but not always. Judgemental right? I DATING AS A MILLENNIAL Dating can be a stressful situation. Its already a process getting to know someone you vibe with, but dating as a millennialnow that's a WHOLE different ball game. To many, dating can be boring, fun, exciting, or maybe even too time consuming, but we are all #SUPPORT – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER Posts about #support written by MelanatedDreamChaser. Hey Ya’ll!!!👋🏾. Today I sat in the park. No real reason, just to be alone and in my own thoughts. DAY 365 – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER As the last few hours of 2018 wind down I must say thank you. Thanks to all that have stayed for this bitch of a ride. Since the last I wrote a lot has happened. I became really sad and didnt want to write or do anything for that matter. Once I got over it, MELANATEDDREAMCHASER It’s late and I’m still up. Lately I’ve been criticized for being up late. “Your body needs rest” “ You shouldn’t be up late” “You need to set work boundaries” I feel like I have more people telling me what I need to do than actually listening to the reason why I Do things.OUR RELATIONSHIP
20 years. We have been together 20 years. She has always been there. Even when I was younger than noon. She is what holds me together. She is what tears me apart. She controls me. My mind, thoughts, body, and actions. I dont have anything to myself when I'm with her. Not even myanger.
THE SIMPLE THINGS
On Aug 3rd 2018 i found out i will need a double lung transplant. My lungs are severly damaged due to my intestinal lung disease caused by my lupus. Not sure how to feel in particularly about it all. I swear life really can hit you hard. So many emotions and thoughts toconsider but
#ADAM – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER March is Autoimmune Disease Awareness Month. For those that dont know I have Lupus, Mixed Connective Tissue Disorder, Pulmonary Fibrosis, Raynauds Syndrome and Beta Thalassemia Anemia. Lupus is an autoimmune disease where my immune system attacks itself. MCTD is a branch of lupus. It is a mixture of different autoimmune diseases that overlapeach other
JUST WORDS – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER On my heart Im still in love with a man I cant have. I'm in love with a man and we don't get a long. I'm in love with a man who I cant live without but can't stand to be around at times. I'm in love with a asshole. I'm in love with a #LUST – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER Letting go with no warning is the most tragic thing that could be done. Cold Turkey Love I call it. That is me today. Been feeling this decision for months and today i just had enough.#UPDATE #MELANATED
Posts about #update #melanated written by MelanatedDreamChaser. MelanatedDreamChaser. It's no secretAll things work together for good when on the path for greatness. SICKNESS IDENTIFICATION One thing that bothers my soul is when a book is judged by its cover. When some think of another person having an illness, they tend to think of a zonbie looking person. Someone that's pale, super skinny, and weak looking. Yea that may be the case sometimes but not always. Judgemental right? I TOAL 17 – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER So as of yesterday things are on hold. My last test, the esophagus test, came back bad. Apparently I have no function in my esophagus. Crazy right? How does food reach my stomach? "Gravity ". That what the doctor said. Well thank God for gravity lol. Well because of this, Imay not qualify for
TOAL 14 – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER So today was yet another short day. Was late for another appointment but it was good because they were behind anyway. The day started off with my Esophagus Scan. They are checking to see if my esophagus could be the problem of my respiratory issues. The doctors put me on a table that rotated forward MELANATEDDREAMCHASER It’s late and I’m still up. Lately I’ve been criticized for being up late. “Your body needs rest” “ You shouldn’t be up late” “You need to set work boundaries” I feel like I have more people telling me what I need to do than actually listening to the reason why I Do things.OUR RELATIONSHIP
20 years. We have been together 20 years. She has always been there. Even when I was younger than noon. She is what holds me together. She is what tears me apart. She controls me. My mind, thoughts, body, and actions. I dont have anything to myself when I'm with her. Not even myanger.
THE SIMPLE THINGS
On Aug 3rd 2018 i found out i will need a double lung transplant. My lungs are severly damaged due to my intestinal lung disease caused by my lupus. Not sure how to feel in particularly about it all. I swear life really can hit you hard. So many emotions and thoughts toconsider but
#ADAM – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER March is Autoimmune Disease Awareness Month. For those that dont know I have Lupus, Mixed Connective Tissue Disorder, Pulmonary Fibrosis, Raynauds Syndrome and Beta Thalassemia Anemia. Lupus is an autoimmune disease where my immune system attacks itself. MCTD is a branch of lupus. It is a mixture of different autoimmune diseases that overlapeach other
JUST WORDS – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER On my heart Im still in love with a man I cant have. I'm in love with a man and we don't get a long. I'm in love with a man who I cant live without but can't stand to be around at times. I'm in love with a asshole. I'm in love with a #LUST – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER Letting go with no warning is the most tragic thing that could be done. Cold Turkey Love I call it. That is me today. Been feeling this decision for months and today i just had enough.#UPDATE #MELANATED
Posts about #update #melanated written by MelanatedDreamChaser. MelanatedDreamChaser. It's no secretAll things work together for good when on the path for greatness. SICKNESS IDENTIFICATION One thing that bothers my soul is when a book is judged by its cover. When some think of another person having an illness, they tend to think of a zonbie looking person. Someone that's pale, super skinny, and weak looking. Yea that may be the case sometimes but not always. Judgemental right? I TOAL 17 – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER So as of yesterday things are on hold. My last test, the esophagus test, came back bad. Apparently I have no function in my esophagus. Crazy right? How does food reach my stomach? "Gravity ". That what the doctor said. Well thank God for gravity lol. Well because of this, Imay not qualify for
TOAL 14 – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER So today was yet another short day. Was late for another appointment but it was good because they were behind anyway. The day started off with my Esophagus Scan. They are checking to see if my esophagus could be the problem of my respiratory issues. The doctors put me on a table that rotated forward MELANATEDDREAMCHASER It’s late and I’m still up. Lately I’ve been criticized for being up late. “Your body needs rest” “ You shouldn’t be up late” “You need to set work boundaries” I feel like I have more people telling me what I need to do than actually listening to the reason why I Do things.OUR RELATIONSHIP
20 years. We have been together 20 years. She has always been there. Even when I was younger than noon. She is what holds me together. She is what tears me apart. She controls me. My mind, thoughts, body, and actions. I dont have anything to myself when I'm with her. Not even myanger.
#FEELINGS – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER You know that feeling one may get when something is off. This nagging feeling picking at you, igniting your overthinking gears, and triggering your anxiety. Yea that feeling. I hate that feeling. It has a number of stages depending on the way your mind goes. First it MELANATEDDREAMCHASER It’s late and I’m still up. Lately I’ve been criticized for being up late. “Your body needs rest” “ You shouldn’t be up late” “You need to set work boundaries” I feel like I have more people telling me what I need to do than actually listening to the reason why I Do things. MELANATEDDREAMCHASER Haven’t written in a while. Some may ask why but honestly don’t know. Just haven’t had the motivation. I could blame my meds but really it’s just been me. #DECISIONS – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER 3:15 in the morning and I can’t shake this feeling. You know that feeling one may get when something is off. This nagging feeling picking at you, igniting your overthinking gears, and triggering youranxiety.
#FEELINGS – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER You know that feeling one may get when something is off. This nagging feeling picking at you, igniting your overthinking gears, and triggering your anxiety. Yea that feeling. I hate that feeling. It has a number of stages depending on the way your mind goes. First it #ADVENTURE – PAGE 2 – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER These past few days the past as been coming back to try and haunt me. The present is causing confusion and happiness at the same time. They sa when your truly happy certain things and individuals from your past will pop up to ruin it.#MILLINEIALS
Posts about #millineials written by MelanatedDreamChaser. MelanatedDreamChaser. It's no secretAll things work together for good when on the path for greatness. #JOURNEY – PAGE 2 – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER Posts about #journey written by MelanatedDreamChaser. As the last few hours of 2018 wind down I must say thank you. Thanks to all that have stayed for this bitch of a ride.#MOTIVATION
Today has been very hectic. From packing to checking in. Im tired and haven’t even done much yet. Tomorrow morning starts the first set of tests and consultations.#BESTFRIENDS
Today is the day a Queen was born. Not just any QueenMy Mommy. April 7th, 1973 my mom graced this earth with her presence. She was and will always be my warrior. #BLOGGER – PAGE 2 – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER Today is the day a Queen was born. Not just any QueenMy Mommy. April 7th, 1973 my mom graced this earth with her presence. She was and will always be my warrior. MELANATEDDREAMCHASER It’s late and I’m still up. Lately I’ve been criticized for being up late. “Your body needs rest” “ You shouldn’t be up late” “You need to set work boundaries” I feel like I have more people telling me what I need to do than actually listening to the reason why I Do things. MELANATEDDREAMCHASER Haven’t written in a while. Some may ask why but honestly don’t know. Just haven’t had the motivation. I could blame my meds but really it’s just been me. #DECISIONS – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER 3:15 in the morning and I can’t shake this feeling. You know that feeling one may get when something is off. This nagging feeling picking at you, igniting your overthinking gears, and triggering youranxiety.
#FEELINGS – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER You know that feeling one may get when something is off. This nagging feeling picking at you, igniting your overthinking gears, and triggering your anxiety. Yea that feeling. I hate that feeling. It has a number of stages depending on the way your mind goes. First it #ADVENTURE – PAGE 2 – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER These past few days the past as been coming back to try and haunt me. The present is causing confusion and happiness at the same time. They sa when your truly happy certain things and individuals from your past will pop up to ruin it.#MILLINEIALS
Posts about #millineials written by MelanatedDreamChaser. MelanatedDreamChaser. It's no secretAll things work together for good when on the path for greatness. #JOURNEY – PAGE 2 – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER Posts about #journey written by MelanatedDreamChaser. As the last few hours of 2018 wind down I must say thank you. Thanks to all that have stayed for this bitch of a ride.#MOTIVATION
Today has been very hectic. From packing to checking in. Im tired and haven’t even done much yet. Tomorrow morning starts the first set of tests and consultations.#BESTFRIENDS
Today is the day a Queen was born. Not just any QueenMy Mommy. April 7th, 1973 my mom graced this earth with her presence. She was and will always be my warrior. #BLOGGER – PAGE 2 – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER Today is the day a Queen was born. Not just any QueenMy Mommy. April 7th, 1973 my mom graced this earth with her presence. She was and will always be my warrior. MELANATEDDREAMCHASER It’s late and I’m still up. Lately I’ve been criticized for being up late. “Your body needs rest” “ You shouldn’t be up late” “You need to set work boundaries” I feel like I have more people telling me what I need to do than actually listening to the reason why I Do things. #FEELINGS – MELANATEDDREAMCHASER You know that feeling one may get when something is off. This nagging feeling picking at you, igniting your overthinking gears, and triggering your anxiety. Yea that feeling. I hate that feeling. It has a number of stages depending on the way your mind goes. First itOUR RELATIONSHIP
20 years. We have been together 20 years. She has always been there. Even when I was younger than noon. She is what holds me together. She is what tears me apart. She controls me. My mind, thoughts, body, and actions. I dont have anything to myself when I'm with her. Not even myanger.
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March is Autoimmune Disease Awareness Month. For those that dont know I have Lupus, Mixed Connective Tissue Disorder, Pulmonary Fibrosis, Raynauds Syndrome and Beta Thalassemia Anemia. Lupus is an autoimmune disease where my immune system attacks itself. MCTD is a branch of lupus. It is a mixture of different autoimmune diseases that overlap each other and affects my Connective Tissues. PF is scarring of the lungs. Hence my need for oxygen. Raynauds Syndrome is when my hands turn blue because I’m too cold and my oxygen decreases. BTA deals with a decrease in the production of hemoglobin and shortage of red blood cells. I have many symptoms ( biggest one being my chronic cough) but there are individuals that have it harder. I dont let any of it stop me from seeing the bright side of things. As the situation with Rona continues I hope everyone is being careful. There are individuals like me and even worse than me. Some dont even look like anything is wrong. Take precaution.*
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#MCTD #raredisease #raynardssyndrome #lupuswarrior #Warrior #lupus #lupusawareness #mctdsupport #march #ADAM #autoimmune #PF #coronavirus #Rona #pulmonaryfibrosis #health #mixedconnectivetissuedisease #interstitiallungdisease #awarness #anemia #betathalassemia #chronicillness #chronicloveclub #fatique #staysafe #chroniccough #washyourhands__March 18, 2020
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NEW BEGINNINGS
A person is entitled to having a moment. That moment where they just step away from all things to reanalyze what the hell they are doing. That has been me. I’ve felt lost. Like I lost myself and didnt know how to function. I have been extremely dumb. I’ve let individuals, who I can see don’t mean me any good, influence my mind and feelings. I’ve lost touch with reality and used my mind to convince myself to see this illusion. I stopped listening to my intuition and I went blind. I became stuck in wanting something I should have given up on a long fucking time ago. Now I’m at a fuck it stage. Fuck it all. I’m tired of not being me. Well feeling like I’m hiding myself from reality. You ever just miss yourself. Like the old you. When you where truly happy. There are people that haven’t felt that since they were kids. Me I’ve always been happy. Well my definition of happy at least. I miss me and it’s time I reconnect with her. I’m on a new journey to becoming an independent “disable”. Tapping into a new world with new blessings and beginnings. I Shall continue to Say Fuck It.__May 21, 2019
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HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY TO ALL THE MOMMIES. WHETHER THEY ARE HERE ON EARTH OR IN HEAVEN. WHETHER YOUR FIGHTING AN ILLNESS OR HEALTHY ASEVER
Today is the day we give a special recognition to the woman who are ans act like mothers. They are there nop master what. Good or bad. I’m grateful for all the woman in my life. They have stepped up to the plate to make sure I still have that mother figure. My mommy isn’t here physically but she is spiritually. Don’t just use Mother’s day as the day you show love to thesespecial women.
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MAY 7TH, 2019
On this day 3 years ago I graduate with my Bachelors. Can toy believe it? Man. One of the best days of my life. I wish I could go back sometimes. This would definitely be a moment I’d go back to. Shows how much can change in an instant. Cherish the moments. It’s really important. Remember not to take things for granted. Especially not the ability to breathe. Take a deep breathe every chance you can.__May 8, 2019
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MAY 6TH, 2019
Today was a great day. Was feeling myself so why not take pictures lol. Have a great Monday!__May 6, 2019
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LIFTING MY INNER VIBRATIONS Haven’t written in a while. Some may ask why but honestly don’t know. Just haven’t had the motivation. I could blame my meds but really it’s just been me. Been letting things and situations distract me from what I want and need to focus on. I need to reentermy energy.
I sit here on Tybee and wonder where my life is going. Right now I just feel stuck. Wondering what’s next. What’s the next in store for Celeste Rene’. I feel as though I do the same thing every day. I want to feel like I’m ment to do something great again. For me to be saved I have to be here for a reason. I am suppose to do something great that benefits me, the world, and God. I found an old diary I had and as I was reading through it, I told myself I would do all these great things that would put me aligne with my future endeavors. Realizing I haven’t done one thing I wrote for myself. Crazy right. I realize that I didnt even go in that direction with my career choice. Now I wonder if I had just stuck with it that vision, where would I be. Recently, to kind of pass time and keep busy, I’ve tapped into activities I use to do when I was little. Like make cards and be creative trying to design things and drawing. Makes me feel good to do those again honestly. Maybe I should focus on that. Mother’s day is coming up. I should channel my inner creative side and see what I cancome up with.
I need to really refocus and concentrate on myself. Easier said than done so let’s see how this goes.__May 2, 2019
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY Today is the day a Queen was born. Not just any Queen…My Mommy. April 7th, 1973 my mom graced this earth with her presence. She was and will always be my warrior. My mom battles Lupus and LAM for as long as I can remember. I never saw her give up though. I never saw her throw in the towel. I try to make her proud through everything. There are times were i wish heaven had a telephone service. Just so i can hear her voice. I’ve forgotten what she sounds like. Never her laugh though. I was always there with her through eveything. I’ve still punish myself emotionally becuase in a way i let her down the day she died. I listened to my family and took a break and went with my grandad. I left the house. Her last few years were hard and I stayed closer to her like never before. The one time I let guard down she leaves this earth. I still feel responsible but I don’t let it weigh on my heartlike I use to.
My mom isn’t hurting or worrying anymore and I’m grateful for that. Im grateful for the 12 years i did have with her. I am grateful I did tell her I loved her before I went out. Though physically she isn’t here spiritually she is. Hope GG and everyone throwing you the best 46th birthday bash. Im rocking for you Mommy. My number 1 lady. My Twin. My 1st best friend. Call your moms and tell her you love her. Thank her for life and never giving up. Do it before you cant anymore.__April 7, 2019
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REALIZATION
Ive been MIA for reasons I’ll discuss in another post. This post is about the realization and the gratefulness of life. This time last year I was in my medically induced coma. I have realized though that I’ve lost myself since. I’ve become lost. The person in that coma was too busy for life. She was too busy to stop and appreciate the life in front if her. It took a tragedy to make her realize her blessings. However I had eveything lined up and going how i wanted. Now since I’ve woken up I have become more grateful for life but lost my focus. What’s my focus now? That’s still the unanswered question. As i try to figure out an answer I continue to just be as happy as I can.__April 5, 2019
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DESTINED FOR GREATNESS Of Course I Struggle…I Just Dont Quite. Thats Not An Option. Do not allow anyone to tell you that you can not do something. Im choosing to believe in myself and not accept the disrespect and challenges thats been thrown at me. 2019 is the year of greatness#lupuswarrior
#2019 #lupuswarrior #mixedconnectivetissuedisease__January 23, 2019
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