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The Collect for Purity. Almighty God, to you all hearts are open, all desires known, And from you no secrets are hid: Cleanse the thoughts of our hearts by the inspiration of your Holy Spirit, That we may perfectly love you and worthily magnify Your holy name; Through Christ our Lord. Amen. (The Collect for Purity) It seems like. ABOUT – JENNYSHOULDBLOG This is an example of a page. Unlike posts, which are displayed on your blog’s front page in the order they’re published, pages are better suited for more timeless content that you want to be easily accessible, like your About or Contact information. Click the Edit link to make changes to this page or addFEBRUARY 2020
1 post published by jennyshouldblog during February 2020 HANGING ON BY A THREAD Hanging On By a Thread. Posted by jennyshouldblog on May 8, 2020. May 8, 2020. It’s 4:00am. A typical time for me to be awake. I hear the hum of the air conditioner and the dinging from my laptop in my office from that middle-of-the-night spam mail hitting my inbox. I guess I forgot to silence it before bedtime. God forbid I get up to shut itup.
THE TEARS OF THE CHOIR WORLD The Tears of the Choir World. Posted by jennyshouldblog on April 28, 2020. April 30, 2020. There is a world of tears and grief in the choir world these days. Let’s face it. We have read enough in both the news and people’s opinions that group activities, and some go as far to say, “especially choirs”, will not be back in action any time ALTERNATIVE MEDICINE I’m Toxic!! Well now that I have your attention, I need to explain. The truth is, I am. I am toxic in my mind, my body, and my spirit, and that’s just not good. I feel like absolute run-down crap. I’d like to say I’m not to blame and I would like to blame this on everything. Read More. FIRST RESPONDERS OF A DIFFERENT KIND Ok. This started out as a Facebook post and got way too long. Shocking, right!?!?!? I want to give a huge shout out to my musician friends. I know many professions have taken a hit. I know many professions are considered first responders. I’m sad for those who have lost their jobs. I’m grateful forSELF LOATHING
A Well-Needed Letter of Grace, Love and Forgiveness. A few weeks ago, I was going through a hard time with a relationship from my past. Without going into too much detail around the person, my relationship with this person was built on love, trust, codependency, and later, this relationship progressed into a source of anger,passive-aggressive
THE MAINTENANCE I NEVER KNEW… I've been alive on this planet for 50 years and you know what? I am losing sleep and beating myself up because I cannot wrap my brain around the idea of maintenance. I am scared. I feel unsatisfiedand then I feel guilty for feeling unsatisfied. I feel guilty for not feeling grateful. I get back WHAT’S YOUR WAKE UP CALL? What’s your wake up call? My father suffered and died from Diabetes. I watched it before my very eyes. He was diagnosed in his 40s and died at the age of 63. He never took care of his health. I watched him fall apart. I begged him to take care of himself. It wasn’t his wake upJENNYSHOULDBLOG
The Collect for Purity. Almighty God, to you all hearts are open, all desires known, And from you no secrets are hid: Cleanse the thoughts of our hearts by the inspiration of your Holy Spirit, That we may perfectly love you and worthily magnify Your holy name; Through Christ our Lord. Amen. (The Collect for Purity) It seems like. ABOUT – JENNYSHOULDBLOG This is an example of a page. Unlike posts, which are displayed on your blog’s front page in the order they’re published, pages are better suited for more timeless content that you want to be easily accessible, like your About or Contact information. Click the Edit link to make changes to this page or addFEBRUARY 2020
1 post published by jennyshouldblog during February 2020 HANGING ON BY A THREAD Hanging On By a Thread. Posted by jennyshouldblog on May 8, 2020. May 8, 2020. It’s 4:00am. A typical time for me to be awake. I hear the hum of the air conditioner and the dinging from my laptop in my office from that middle-of-the-night spam mail hitting my inbox. I guess I forgot to silence it before bedtime. God forbid I get up to shut itup.
THE TEARS OF THE CHOIR WORLD The Tears of the Choir World. Posted by jennyshouldblog on April 28, 2020. April 30, 2020. There is a world of tears and grief in the choir world these days. Let’s face it. We have read enough in both the news and people’s opinions that group activities, and some go as far to say, “especially choirs”, will not be back in action any time ALTERNATIVE MEDICINE I’m Toxic!! Well now that I have your attention, I need to explain. The truth is, I am. I am toxic in my mind, my body, and my spirit, and that’s just not good. I feel like absolute run-down crap. I’d like to say I’m not to blame and I would like to blame this on everything. Read More. FIRST RESPONDERS OF A DIFFERENT KIND Ok. This started out as a Facebook post and got way too long. Shocking, right!?!?!? I want to give a huge shout out to my musician friends. I know many professions have taken a hit. I know many professions are considered first responders. I’m sad for those who have lost their jobs. I’m grateful forSELF LOATHING
A Well-Needed Letter of Grace, Love and Forgiveness. A few weeks ago, I was going through a hard time with a relationship from my past. Without going into too much detail around the person, my relationship with this person was built on love, trust, codependency, and later, this relationship progressed into a source of anger,passive-aggressive
THE MAINTENANCE I NEVER KNEW… I've been alive on this planet for 50 years and you know what? I am losing sleep and beating myself up because I cannot wrap my brain around the idea of maintenance. I am scared. I feel unsatisfiedand then I feel guilty for feeling unsatisfied. I feel guilty for not feeling grateful. I get back WHAT’S YOUR WAKE UP CALL? What’s your wake up call? My father suffered and died from Diabetes. I watched it before my very eyes. He was diagnosed in his 40s and died at the age of 63. He never took care of his health. I watched him fall apart. I begged him to take care of himself. It wasn’t his wake upJENNYSHOULDBLOG
I am a choir director, single mid-lifer, woman on a healthy journey with myself in every way. I am a step-mother, a mini-doxie owner, and a 2 times divorcee. I have been a daughter, a step-daught CAN IT GET ANY WORSE? In my life on this planet, I have only lived by myself 1 year: April 1996 – April 1997. That was right after my first divorce. The years prior, I was a child, a college student, engaged and a wife. Not one moment living on my own. In 1997, Penny, my beloved, beastly THERAPY – JENNYSHOULDBLOG Posts about therapy written by jennyshouldblog. I started a weight loss journey in 2007. It’s not like that was my first journey with weight loss, but this has been a A WEIGHT LOSS JOURNEY MINUS THE LIE A Weight Loss Journey Minus the Lie. Posted by jennyshouldblog on May 30, 2020. May 30, 2020. I started a weight loss journey in 2007. It’s not like that was my first journey with weight loss, but this has been a 13-year one with ups and downs like so many others. This one is going to be different and I’ll tell you why. May, 2007. MUSICIANS – JENNYSHOULDBLOG Ok. This started out as a Facebook post and got way too long. Shocking, right!?!?!? I want to give a huge shout out to my musician friends. I know many professions have taken a hit. ALTERNATIVE MEDICINE I’m Toxic!! Well now that I have your attention, I need to explain. The truth is, I am. I am toxic in my mind, my body, and my spirit, and that’s just not good. I feel like absolute run-down crap. I’d like to say I’m not to blame and I would like to blame this on everything. Read More. DEAR GOD, LET THIS BE GOODBYE Breathe.. I’m listening to a new album put out by dear people called “Breathe” and that is the mode I am in right now. I’m justtrying to freakin
I’VE LOOKED AT LIFE FROM BOTH SIDES NOW If you know me well, you know that I do not do anything on a small scale. If I diet, I’m in all the way. If I’m on a project, I’m doing it full speed ahead. If I’m going to throw you a party, I’m going overboard. If I’m planning a concert, it’s going to take every bit of my creativity.SELF ACCEPTANCE
Posts about self acceptance written by jennyshouldblog. for the painful deaths I have experienced this year, I am grateful and honored to have walked with, played with, taught, listened to and shared space with these holy people. for the past pains of feeling inadequate, worthless, less than, and held back, I am grateful for the opportunity to study, learn, be inquisitive, realizeSELF LOATHING
A Well-Needed Letter of Grace, Love and Forgiveness. A few weeks ago, I was going through a hard time with a relationship from my past. Without going into too much detail around the person, my relationship with this person was built on love, trust, codependency, and later, this relationship progressed into a source of anger,passive-aggressive
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The Collect for Purity. Almighty God, to you all hearts are open, all desires known, And from you no secrets are hid: Cleanse the thoughts of our hearts by the inspiration of your Holy Spirit, That we may perfectly love you and worthily magnify Your holy name; Through Christ our Lord. Amen. (The Collect for Purity) It seems like. ABOUT – JENNYSHOULDBLOG This is an example of a page. Unlike posts, which are displayed on your blog’s front page in the order they’re published, pages are better suited for more timeless content that you want to be easily accessible, like your About or Contact information. Click the Edit link to make changes to this page or addFEBRUARY 2020
1 post published by jennyshouldblog during February 2020 HANGING ON BY A THREAD Hanging On By a Thread. Posted by jennyshouldblog on May 8, 2020. May 8, 2020. It’s 4:00am. A typical time for me to be awake. I hear the hum of the air conditioner and the dinging from my laptop in my office from that middle-of-the-night spam mail hitting my inbox. I guess I forgot to silence it before bedtime. God forbid I get up to shut itup.
THE TEARS OF THE CHOIR WORLD The Tears of the Choir World. Posted by jennyshouldblog on April 28, 2020. April 30, 2020. There is a world of tears and grief in the choir world these days. Let’s face it. We have read enough in both the news and people’s opinions that group activities, and some go as far to say, “especially choirs”, will not be back in action any time ALTERNATIVE MEDICINE I’m Toxic!! Well now that I have your attention, I need to explain. The truth is, I am. I am toxic in my mind, my body, and my spirit, and that’s just not good. I feel like absolute run-down crap. I’d like to say I’m not to blame and I would like to blame this on everything. Read More. FIRST RESPONDERS OF A DIFFERENT KIND Ok. This started out as a Facebook post and got way too long. Shocking, right!?!?!? I want to give a huge shout out to my musician friends. I know many professions have taken a hit. I know many professions are considered first responders. I’m sad for those who have lost their jobs. I’m grateful forSELF LOATHING
A Well-Needed Letter of Grace, Love and Forgiveness. A few weeks ago, I was going through a hard time with a relationship from my past. Without going into too much detail around the person, my relationship with this person was built on love, trust, codependency, and later, this relationship progressed into a source of anger,passive-aggressive
THE MAINTENANCE I NEVER KNEW… I've been alive on this planet for 50 years and you know what? I am losing sleep and beating myself up because I cannot wrap my brain around the idea of maintenance. I am scared. I feel unsatisfiedand then I feel guilty for feeling unsatisfied. I feel guilty for not feeling grateful. I get backJENNYSHOULDBLOG
The Collect for Purity. Almighty God, to you all hearts are open, all desires known, And from you no secrets are hid: Cleanse the thoughts of our hearts by the inspiration of your Holy Spirit, That we may perfectly love you and worthily magnify Your holy name; Through Christ our Lord. Amen. (The Collect for Purity) It seems like. ABOUT – JENNYSHOULDBLOG This is an example of a page. Unlike posts, which are displayed on your blog’s front page in the order they’re published, pages are better suited for more timeless content that you want to be easily accessible, like your About or Contact information. Click the Edit link to make changes to this page or addFEBRUARY 2020
1 post published by jennyshouldblog during February 2020 HANGING ON BY A THREAD Hanging On By a Thread. Posted by jennyshouldblog on May 8, 2020. May 8, 2020. It’s 4:00am. A typical time for me to be awake. I hear the hum of the air conditioner and the dinging from my laptop in my office from that middle-of-the-night spam mail hitting my inbox. I guess I forgot to silence it before bedtime. God forbid I get up to shut itup.
THE TEARS OF THE CHOIR WORLD The Tears of the Choir World. Posted by jennyshouldblog on April 28, 2020. April 30, 2020. There is a world of tears and grief in the choir world these days. Let’s face it. We have read enough in both the news and people’s opinions that group activities, and some go as far to say, “especially choirs”, will not be back in action any time ALTERNATIVE MEDICINE I’m Toxic!! Well now that I have your attention, I need to explain. The truth is, I am. I am toxic in my mind, my body, and my spirit, and that’s just not good. I feel like absolute run-down crap. I’d like to say I’m not to blame and I would like to blame this on everything. Read More. FIRST RESPONDERS OF A DIFFERENT KIND Ok. This started out as a Facebook post and got way too long. Shocking, right!?!?!? I want to give a huge shout out to my musician friends. I know many professions have taken a hit. I know many professions are considered first responders. I’m sad for those who have lost their jobs. I’m grateful forSELF LOATHING
A Well-Needed Letter of Grace, Love and Forgiveness. A few weeks ago, I was going through a hard time with a relationship from my past. Without going into too much detail around the person, my relationship with this person was built on love, trust, codependency, and later, this relationship progressed into a source of anger,passive-aggressive
THE MAINTENANCE I NEVER KNEW… I've been alive on this planet for 50 years and you know what? I am losing sleep and beating myself up because I cannot wrap my brain around the idea of maintenance. I am scared. I feel unsatisfiedand then I feel guilty for feeling unsatisfied. I feel guilty for not feeling grateful. I get back WHAT’S YOUR WAKE UP CALL? What’s your wake up call? My father suffered and died from Diabetes. I watched it before my very eyes. He was diagnosed in his 40s and died at the age of 63. He never took care of his health. I watched him fall apart. I begged him to take care of himself. It wasn’t his wake upJENNYSHOULDBLOG
I am a choir director, single mid-lifer, woman on a healthy journey with myself in every way. I am a step-mother, a mini-doxie owner, and a 2 times divorcee. I have been a daughter, a step-daught CAN IT GET ANY WORSE? In my life on this planet, I have only lived by myself 1 year: April 1996 – April 1997. That was right after my first divorce. The years prior, I was a child, a college student, engaged and a wife. Not one moment living on my own. In 1997, Penny, my beloved, beastly THERAPY – JENNYSHOULDBLOG Posts about therapy written by jennyshouldblog. I started a weight loss journey in 2007. It’s not like that was my first journey with weight loss, but this has been a A WEIGHT LOSS JOURNEY MINUS THE LIE A Weight Loss Journey Minus the Lie. Posted by jennyshouldblog on May 30, 2020. May 30, 2020. I started a weight loss journey in 2007. It’s not like that was my first journey with weight loss, but this has been a 13-year one with ups and downs like so many others. This one is going to be different and I’ll tell you why. May, 2007. MUSICIANS – JENNYSHOULDBLOG Ok. This started out as a Facebook post and got way too long. Shocking, right!?!?!? I want to give a huge shout out to my musician friends. I know many professions have taken a hit. ALTERNATIVE MEDICINE I’m Toxic!! Well now that I have your attention, I need to explain. The truth is, I am. I am toxic in my mind, my body, and my spirit, and that’s just not good. I feel like absolute run-down crap. I’d like to say I’m not to blame and I would like to blame this on everything. Read More. DEAR GOD, LET THIS BE GOODBYE Breathe.. I’m listening to a new album put out by dear people called “Breathe” and that is the mode I am in right now. I’m justtrying to freakin
I’VE LOOKED AT LIFE FROM BOTH SIDES NOW If you know me well, you know that I do not do anything on a small scale. If I diet, I’m in all the way. If I’m on a project, I’m doing it full speed ahead. If I’m going to throw you a party, I’m going overboard. If I’m planning a concert, it’s going to take every bit of my creativity.SELF ACCEPTANCE
Posts about self acceptance written by jennyshouldblog. for the painful deaths I have experienced this year, I am grateful and honored to have walked with, played with, taught, listened to and shared space with these holy people. for the past pains of feeling inadequate, worthless, less than, and held back, I am grateful for the opportunity to study, learn, be inquisitive, realizeSELF LOATHING
A Well-Needed Letter of Grace, Love and Forgiveness. A few weeks ago, I was going through a hard time with a relationship from my past. Without going into too much detail around the person, my relationship with this person was built on love, trust, codependency, and later, this relationship progressed into a source of anger,passive-aggressive
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The Collect for Purity. Almighty God, to you all hearts are open, all desires known, And from you no secrets are hid: Cleanse the thoughts of our hearts by the inspiration of your Holy Spirit, That we may perfectly love you and worthily magnify Your holy name; Through Christ our Lord. Amen. (The Collect for Purity) It seems like. ABOUT – JENNYSHOULDBLOG This is an example of a page. Unlike posts, which are displayed on your blog’s front page in the order they’re published, pages are better suited for more timeless content that you want to be easily accessible, like your About or Contact information. Click the Edit link to make changes to this page or add HANGING ON BY A THREAD Hanging On By a Thread. Posted by jennyshouldblog on May 8, 2020. May 8, 2020. It’s 4:00am. A typical time for me to be awake. I hear the hum of the air conditioner and the dinging from my laptop in my office from that middle-of-the-night spam mail hitting my inbox. I guess I forgot to silence it before bedtime. God forbid I get up to shut itup.
THE TEARS OF THE CHOIR WORLD The Tears of the Choir World. Posted by jennyshouldblog on April 28, 2020. April 30, 2020. There is a world of tears and grief in the choir world these days. Let’s face it. We have read enough in both the news and people’s opinions that group activities, and some go as far to say, “especially choirs”, will not be back in action any time DEAR GOD, LET THIS BE GOODBYE Breathe.. I’m listening to a new album put out by dear people called “Breathe” and that is the mode I am in right now. I’m justtrying to freakin
ARE YOU OK?
Are you ok? Three words that are so loaded. At this moment, I am ok, and borderline not ok. I'll be honest. I know me well enough to know when I am heading into a possible dark place. The first give away to me is that my home is not as neat and tidy as I’VE LOOKED AT LIFE FROM BOTH SIDES NOW If you know me well, you know that I do not do anything on a small scale. If I diet, I’m in all the way. If I’m on a project, I’m doing it full speed ahead. If I’m going to throw you a party, I’m going overboard. If I’m planning a concert, it’s going to take every bit of my creativity. FIRST RESPONDERS OF A DIFFERENT KIND Ok. This started out as a Facebook post and got way too long. Shocking, right!?!?!? I want to give a huge shout out to my musician friends. I know many professions have taken a hit. I know many professions are considered first responders. I’m sad for those who have lost their jobs. I’m grateful for THE MAINTENANCE I NEVER KNEW… I've been alive on this planet for 50 years and you know what? I am losing sleep and beating myself up because I cannot wrap my brain around the idea of maintenance. I am scared. I feel unsatisfiedand then I feel guilty for feeling unsatisfied. I feel guilty for not feeling grateful. I get back WHAT’S YOUR WAKE UP CALL? What’s your wake up call? My father suffered and died from Diabetes. I watched it before my very eyes. He was diagnosed in his 40s and died at the age of 63. He never took care of his health. I watched him fall apart. I begged him to take care of himself. It wasn’t his wake upJENNYSHOULDBLOG
The Collect for Purity. Almighty God, to you all hearts are open, all desires known, And from you no secrets are hid: Cleanse the thoughts of our hearts by the inspiration of your Holy Spirit, That we may perfectly love you and worthily magnify Your holy name; Through Christ our Lord. Amen. (The Collect for Purity) It seems like. ABOUT – JENNYSHOULDBLOG This is an example of a page. Unlike posts, which are displayed on your blog’s front page in the order they’re published, pages are better suited for more timeless content that you want to be easily accessible, like your About or Contact information. Click the Edit link to make changes to this page or add HANGING ON BY A THREAD Hanging On By a Thread. Posted by jennyshouldblog on May 8, 2020. May 8, 2020. It’s 4:00am. A typical time for me to be awake. I hear the hum of the air conditioner and the dinging from my laptop in my office from that middle-of-the-night spam mail hitting my inbox. I guess I forgot to silence it before bedtime. God forbid I get up to shut itup.
THE TEARS OF THE CHOIR WORLD The Tears of the Choir World. Posted by jennyshouldblog on April 28, 2020. April 30, 2020. There is a world of tears and grief in the choir world these days. Let’s face it. We have read enough in both the news and people’s opinions that group activities, and some go as far to say, “especially choirs”, will not be back in action any time DEAR GOD, LET THIS BE GOODBYE Breathe.. I’m listening to a new album put out by dear people called “Breathe” and that is the mode I am in right now. I’m justtrying to freakin
ARE YOU OK?
Are you ok? Three words that are so loaded. At this moment, I am ok, and borderline not ok. I'll be honest. I know me well enough to know when I am heading into a possible dark place. The first give away to me is that my home is not as neat and tidy as I’VE LOOKED AT LIFE FROM BOTH SIDES NOW If you know me well, you know that I do not do anything on a small scale. If I diet, I’m in all the way. If I’m on a project, I’m doing it full speed ahead. If I’m going to throw you a party, I’m going overboard. If I’m planning a concert, it’s going to take every bit of my creativity. FIRST RESPONDERS OF A DIFFERENT KIND Ok. This started out as a Facebook post and got way too long. Shocking, right!?!?!? I want to give a huge shout out to my musician friends. I know many professions have taken a hit. I know many professions are considered first responders. I’m sad for those who have lost their jobs. I’m grateful for THE MAINTENANCE I NEVER KNEW… I've been alive on this planet for 50 years and you know what? I am losing sleep and beating myself up because I cannot wrap my brain around the idea of maintenance. I am scared. I feel unsatisfiedand then I feel guilty for feeling unsatisfied. I feel guilty for not feeling grateful. I get back WHAT’S YOUR WAKE UP CALL? What’s your wake up call? My father suffered and died from Diabetes. I watched it before my very eyes. He was diagnosed in his 40s and died at the age of 63. He never took care of his health. I watched him fall apart. I begged him to take care of himself. It wasn’t his wake upCORONAVIRUS
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THE TEARS OF THE CHOIR WORLD The Tears of the Choir World. Posted by jennyshouldblog on April 28, 2020. April 30, 2020. There is a world of tears and grief in the choir world these days. Let’s face it. We have read enough in both the news and people’s opinions that group activities, and some go as far to say, “especially choirs”, will not be back in action any time THE MAINTENANCE I NEVER KNEW… I've been alive on this planet for 50 years and you know what? I am losing sleep and beating myself up because I cannot wrap my brain around the idea of maintenance. I am scared. I feel unsatisfiedand then I feel guilty for feeling unsatisfied. I feel guilty for not feeling grateful. I get back PET LOSS – JENNYSHOULDBLOG Dear Bella, My love, it has been a little over 5 months since I put you to rest since I’ve seen you, pet you, watched you play, heard all of the many sounds you make – the ones while I kissed your neck, the ones where you hound to eat an hour before dinner time, WHAT’S YOUR WAKE UP CALL? What’s your wake up call? My father suffered and died from Diabetes. I watched it before my very eyes. He was diagnosed in his 40s and died at the age of 63. He never took care of his health. I watched him fall apart. I begged him to take care of himself. It wasn’t his wake upJENNYSHOULDBLOG
The Collect for Purity. Almighty God, to you all hearts are open, all desires known, And from you no secrets are hid: Cleanse the thoughts of our hearts by the inspiration of your Holy Spirit, That we may perfectly love you and worthily magnify Your holy name; Through Christ our Lord. Amen. (The Collect for Purity) It seems like. ABOUT – JENNYSHOULDBLOG This is an example of a page. Unlike posts, which are displayed on your blog’s front page in the order they’re published, pages are better suited for more timeless content that you want to be easily accessible, like your About or Contact information. Click the Edit link to make changes to this page or add HANGING ON BY A THREAD Hanging On By a Thread. Posted by jennyshouldblog on May 8, 2020. May 8, 2020. It’s 4:00am. A typical time for me to be awake. I hear the hum of the air conditioner and the dinging from my laptop in my office from that middle-of-the-night spam mail hitting my inbox. I guess I forgot to silence it before bedtime. God forbid I get up to shut itup.
THE TEARS OF THE CHOIR WORLD The Tears of the Choir World. Posted by jennyshouldblog on April 28, 2020. April 30, 2020. There is a world of tears and grief in the choir world these days. Let’s face it. We have read enough in both the news and people’s opinions that group activities, and some go as far to say, “especially choirs”, will not be back in action any time DEAR GOD, LET THIS BE GOODBYE Breathe.. I’m listening to a new album put out by dear people called “Breathe” and that is the mode I am in right now. I’m justtrying to freakin
ARE YOU OK?
Are you ok? Three words that are so loaded. At this moment, I am ok, and borderline not ok. I'll be honest. I know me well enough to know when I am heading into a possible dark place. The first give away to me is that my home is not as neat and tidy as I’VE LOOKED AT LIFE FROM BOTH SIDES NOW If you know me well, you know that I do not do anything on a small scale. If I diet, I’m in all the way. If I’m on a project, I’m doing it full speed ahead. If I’m going to throw you a party, I’m going overboard. If I’m planning a concert, it’s going to take every bit of my creativity. FIRST RESPONDERS OF A DIFFERENT KIND Ok. This started out as a Facebook post and got way too long. Shocking, right!?!?!? I want to give a huge shout out to my musician friends. I know many professions have taken a hit. I know many professions are considered first responders. I’m sad for those who have lost their jobs. I’m grateful for THE MAINTENANCE I NEVER KNEW… I've been alive on this planet for 50 years and you know what? I am losing sleep and beating myself up because I cannot wrap my brain around the idea of maintenance. I am scared. I feel unsatisfiedand then I feel guilty for feeling unsatisfied. I feel guilty for not feeling grateful. I get back WHAT’S YOUR WAKE UP CALL? What’s your wake up call? My father suffered and died from Diabetes. I watched it before my very eyes. He was diagnosed in his 40s and died at the age of 63. He never took care of his health. I watched him fall apart. I begged him to take care of himself. It wasn’t his wake upJENNYSHOULDBLOG
The Collect for Purity. Almighty God, to you all hearts are open, all desires known, And from you no secrets are hid: Cleanse the thoughts of our hearts by the inspiration of your Holy Spirit, That we may perfectly love you and worthily magnify Your holy name; Through Christ our Lord. Amen. (The Collect for Purity) It seems like. ABOUT – JENNYSHOULDBLOG This is an example of a page. Unlike posts, which are displayed on your blog’s front page in the order they’re published, pages are better suited for more timeless content that you want to be easily accessible, like your About or Contact information. Click the Edit link to make changes to this page or add HANGING ON BY A THREAD Hanging On By a Thread. Posted by jennyshouldblog on May 8, 2020. May 8, 2020. It’s 4:00am. A typical time for me to be awake. I hear the hum of the air conditioner and the dinging from my laptop in my office from that middle-of-the-night spam mail hitting my inbox. I guess I forgot to silence it before bedtime. God forbid I get up to shut itup.
THE TEARS OF THE CHOIR WORLD The Tears of the Choir World. Posted by jennyshouldblog on April 28, 2020. April 30, 2020. There is a world of tears and grief in the choir world these days. Let’s face it. We have read enough in both the news and people’s opinions that group activities, and some go as far to say, “especially choirs”, will not be back in action any time DEAR GOD, LET THIS BE GOODBYE Breathe.. I’m listening to a new album put out by dear people called “Breathe” and that is the mode I am in right now. I’m justtrying to freakin
ARE YOU OK?
Are you ok? Three words that are so loaded. At this moment, I am ok, and borderline not ok. I'll be honest. I know me well enough to know when I am heading into a possible dark place. The first give away to me is that my home is not as neat and tidy as I’VE LOOKED AT LIFE FROM BOTH SIDES NOW If you know me well, you know that I do not do anything on a small scale. If I diet, I’m in all the way. If I’m on a project, I’m doing it full speed ahead. If I’m going to throw you a party, I’m going overboard. If I’m planning a concert, it’s going to take every bit of my creativity. FIRST RESPONDERS OF A DIFFERENT KIND Ok. This started out as a Facebook post and got way too long. Shocking, right!?!?!? I want to give a huge shout out to my musician friends. I know many professions have taken a hit. I know many professions are considered first responders. I’m sad for those who have lost their jobs. I’m grateful for THE MAINTENANCE I NEVER KNEW… I've been alive on this planet for 50 years and you know what? I am losing sleep and beating myself up because I cannot wrap my brain around the idea of maintenance. I am scared. I feel unsatisfiedand then I feel guilty for feeling unsatisfied. I feel guilty for not feeling grateful. I get back WHAT’S YOUR WAKE UP CALL? What’s your wake up call? My father suffered and died from Diabetes. I watched it before my very eyes. He was diagnosed in his 40s and died at the age of 63. He never took care of his health. I watched him fall apart. I begged him to take care of himself. It wasn’t his wake upCORONAVIRUS
Posts about Coronavirus written by jennyshouldblog. If I had to name the top five people who have influenced my life, I would have to say that my therapist is pretty darn close to the top. COVID-19 – JENNYSHOULDBLOG The Collect for Purity. Almighty God, to you all hearts are open, all desires known, And from you no secrets are hid: Cleanse the thoughts of our hearts by the inspiration of your Holy Spirit, That we may perfectly love you and worthily magnify Your holy name; Through Christ our Lord. Amen. (The Collect for Purity) It seems like. A WEIGHT LOSS JOURNEY MINUS THE LIE A Weight Loss Journey Minus the Lie. Posted by jennyshouldblog on May 30, 2020. May 30, 2020. I started a weight loss journey in 2007. It’s not like that was my first journey with weight loss, but this has been a 13-year one with ups and downs like so many others. This one is going to be different and I’ll tell you why. May, 2007. MAY 2020 – JENNYSHOULDBLOG 3 posts published by jennyshouldblog during May 2020. I started a weight loss journey in 2007. It’s not like that was my first journey with weight loss, but this hasFEBRUARY 2020
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Why I Left the Evangelical Church. For as long as I can remember, I have needed to be a part of a church community. When I was little, I belonged to the Catholic Church. I received all of my sacraments from baptism, penance, first communion, confirmation, holy matrimony.although, I was married by a priest and a rabbi at one ofthe. Read More.
THE TEARS OF THE CHOIR WORLD The Tears of the Choir World. Posted by jennyshouldblog on April 28, 2020. April 30, 2020. There is a world of tears and grief in the choir world these days. Let’s face it. We have read enough in both the news and people’s opinions that group activities, and some go as far to say, “especially choirs”, will not be back in action any time THE MAINTENANCE I NEVER KNEW… I've been alive on this planet for 50 years and you know what? I am losing sleep and beating myself up because I cannot wrap my brain around the idea of maintenance. I am scared. I feel unsatisfiedand then I feel guilty for feeling unsatisfied. I feel guilty for not feeling grateful. I get back PET LOSS – JENNYSHOULDBLOG Dear Bella, My love, it has been a little over 5 months since I put you to rest since I’ve seen you, pet you, watched you play, heard all of the many sounds you make – the ones while I kissed your neck, the ones where you hound to eat an hour before dinner time, WHAT’S YOUR WAKE UP CALL? What’s your wake up call? My father suffered and died from Diabetes. I watched it before my very eyes. He was diagnosed in his 40s and died at the age of 63. He never took care of his health. I watched him fall apart. I begged him to take care of himself. It wasn’t his wake upSkip to content
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TO HELL WITH PAST BURDENS There are many things that you may know about me. I’m somewhat of an open book. Why? I believe that we are on this planet to help each other and to learn from each other’s life experiences. I believe it is a privilege to learn from you and hopefully you feel the same aboutme. …
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AN EXCUSE FOR EACH VICTIM Three mass shootings in America in 1 week. Just thinking about how my first response was to be sad, angry, place blame, argue, spread that anger and sadness, and not do the one thing I should have done first. I didn’t read the names of the victims and who they were. Have I become that desensitized…Read More
PATRIARCHAL SEX EDUCATION 101 “You just remember that I hold the key to your chastity belt.” These were words spoken to me by my father when I was about 16 or 17 years old. I had no idea what a chastity belt was, but I do know that it meant that I was certainly not having premarital sex. My…Read More
SOMETHING IS JUST NOT RIGHT It’s early. I’m just laying in my bed and I can feel the air is just not right. At least it’s not my idea of “right”. It’s May. And in May, we have names for the appearance of the sky in Southern California. We have May Grey and June Gloom. So many lookforward to…
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Tonight, after rehearsal, I went into the sanctuary at my church, which just so happens to be my workplace. I felt the need to be alone in the dimly lit room. I thought I would be alone for a while and I forgot that it was Thursday evening when our Taize service was goingon. …
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HEALING THE PAST – PART 1 – MY VOICE It’s December, 2005 (I believe), and I am sitting on the floor behind the chancel at Bastyr University Chapel. My face is in my hands and I am sobbing. I just cannot go out. The choir is there in place. It is our final dress rehearsal. My voice – so relied upon – just won’t…Read More
2018 REFLECTIONS
Honestly? I don’t even know where to begin with this year. If I could pick 2 words that would frame this year, they would be death and dream. In pictures, my year looked like this. Each picture stands for an eye-opening, life-changing, significant shift or event that happened. Some sent me into the deepest grief….Read More
MESSY GRATEFULNESS
for the painful deaths I have experienced this year, I am grateful and honored to have walked with, played with, taught, listened to and shared space with these holy people. for the past pains of feeling inadequate, worthless, less than, and held back, I am grateful for the opportunity to study, learn, be inquisitive, realize…Read More
DEAR ROSE MALLINGER
Dear Rose, I don’t know you, never met you, and sadly, never will, yet, I cannot get you off of my heart today. I am filled with tears. I cannot stop thinking about this one fact: You were 97 and were murdered. Murdered at 97. No matter how many times I say itin my…
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PROTECTED: A VISION AND A DREAM: WE ARE ONE TOUR There is no excerpt because this is a protected post. WHY I LEFT THE EVANGELICAL CHURCH For as long as I can remember, I have needed to be a part of a church community. When I was little, I belonged to the Catholic Church. I received all of my sacraments from baptism, penance, first communion, confirmation, holy matrimony….although, I was married by a priest and a rabbi at one of the…Read More
THE WOMAN TO BLAME
“The man said, “The woman you put here with me – she gave me some fruit from the tree, and I ate it.” Genesis 3:12 It’s her fault. It’s always her fault. From the beginning of time. Since the 2nd page of my Bible. Damn temptress….. I have read and listened to so many #metoo…Read More
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